it’s so easy to forget so i’ve been making a point of reminding myself that life is supposed to be beautiful. i will make it beautiful. no one can take that from me
(via girlwhimsy)
I am so tired I am barely awake. I need my coffee to cool down so I can drink it and wake up at least a little!
Also, I hope I get to leave work early 🤞 it is not uncommon for Fridays to be done at 12 pm, I hope today is one of them.
it’s so stupid that you can’t think your way out of the mental health trenches. like you can know exactly what is wrong, why it’s upsetting you, and you can walk yourself through all of it logically and Understand it but your brain just responds like
(via coughloop)
No one tells you how hard it is to be a babysitter when you want a baby of your own but don’t have it 😔
Being a babysitter makes me want a baby, so I am sad that I don’t have one but I also know my husband is isn’t ready for a baby (he said so), so I also feel like I can’t talk to him about it because I don’t want him to think I am trying to pressure him
Okay, so I woke up my husband from the couch to take him to bed thinking that’s something I would like him to do for me, but he got so mad or appeared mad (I can’t read his mind so I don’t know for sure), now I am panicking about him being mad me so I can’t sleep even tho it clearly isn’t affecting his sleep. And he did come to bed, he just did it in a very grumpy manner and didn’t say goodnight like he usually does
I just found out there is no school today so I am babysitting three kids instead of one and today is not the day for that! I have a headache and I am so tired from bad sleep last night 😴😴😴